Cessena 8/15/17

On Cessena's 18 birthday she suddenly passed away. My heart hurts so much. She is now with her Mae Mae. Please, God let my dear babies be in heaven. I miss them so much.Losing Mae 1/2/17 and now Cessena 8/13/17,I don't know how much more my heart take

- Love Mom

3/13/2017

Please watch over Mae Mae for me. Let her know how much I miss her and I miss all of you. I'm having such a hard time coping. She Has always been my support system when I loss one of you and helped me get through it.

- love mom

Miss you.

I have been thinking about you and JuJu a lot lately. Today my eyes filled with tears even after all this time.

- love you always, Mom, Mavis, Spook, Cessena, & daddy

eugene.mavis@yahoo.com

I can't believe it's about to be 3 yrs since I held you. My BD present was a tablet that was able to transfer videos of u from a old phone that I thought I would never be able to view again. It was like having u with me once again.

- Love, momma & Mavis

4/25/2013 Today makes 2 years since you left.

I'm having a very difficult time today. I keep thinking about the last day I held you in my arms and you covered me with kisses. 2 yrs ago at this time, we were making one of the hardest decisions of our lives.I know Mavis misses you terribly.

- Please forgive me. Love always, momma

3/11/13

It seems just like yesterday watching you do anything for a laugh. You were such a clown. That's how I want to rember you. Full of life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

- Love momma & MayMay

4/25/12

1 year ago today I had to let you go. You came over to me as I cried and gave me kisses all over my face I feel like I let you down. I miss you dearly. I often think of what Mavis would do if you walked though that door. How happy she would be?

- Love momma, Mavis, daddy, Spook & Cessena

1/17/12

I miss you so much. If I had one birthday wish it would be to hold all of you again.

- love mommy & mavis

11/28/11

It's been 6 months since I last held you. I long for the smell of your breath and the touch of cold nose. Those kisses I miss even more. Be sweet my little man and know you will always remain in my heart.

- love momma and mavis

11/28/11

It's been 6 months since I last held you. I long for the smell of your breath and the touch of cold nose. Those kisses I miss even more. Be sweet my little man and know you will always remain in my heart.

- love momma and mavis

I miss you, little man.

Mavis and I miss you so much. It breaks my heart to hear her whine at night. It doesn't seem like 6 months have gone by. I am so sorry for everything. Maybe if I would tried another specialist we could have found out what was wrong.

- love momma and Mavis

I love you and misses you 8/26/11

You are such a good boy and we miss you so very much. Hugs and kisses my sweet little man.

- love momma and daddy

I miss you!

This is not getting any easier. I miss my baby boy.

- Love Momma

7/25/2011

I miss you so much. It's so hard not having you by my side. I miss my little walking buddy.

- love, momma

6/21/2011

Today I shed a tear for you just like the day before and when I think I'm doing better I miss you even more. You are my sunshine and always will remain in my heart until the day we are together again and never have to part. S

- I miss my kisses, love momma

My sweet little man,

I still find myself crying all the time. I miss you so much. Life is not the same. The house is no longer full of life and joy as it once was. I often think of you playing with Hoover and how happy he would have been to see you again. Take care of JuJu.

- Love mommy

5/11/11

Today is your daddy's birthday. It doesn't feel right you not being here. All the joy is gone from my life. In the morning when I lay on the couch I always look over to see if you're standing there looking back wanting me to take you outside. i miss you.

- All my love, Your momma

5/9/2011

I miss you. MayMay must know how much I miss your kisses because for the 1st time in her life she now gives me the kisses like you use to. It feels like it's coming from you. Sometimes I look deep in her eyes because it feels like apart of you is there.

- I miss you my sweet baby boy. Momma

05/06/11

Eugene, I think of you often. I picture you and JuJu playing in heaven with my Napoleon. The three of you baby boys are healthy and happy. Always remember how much your families love you. Keep chasing the butterflies. Here are some tokens of love for you.

- Love Napoleon's Mom

4/28/2011

I prayed for a sign that you were with JuJu and you're o.k. As soon as I heard "You are my sunshine" I knew my prayer had been answered. I've had to sung it to both of you all your lives. No other sign could have mean't as much. Your MayMay misses you.

- Love momma

I miss you BooBoo

I am so sorry. I don't know if we made the right decision but your daddy felt you were suffering everytime you had a spell. Thank you for your kisses. Sorry I made daddy stay with you. I couldn't bare to see you go. I wasn't ready yet. I love you & miss u

- You'll always be in my heart, Mommy

4/25/11 Please forgive me, precious baby boy.

My dear sweet boy. Today I will have to make one of the most difficult decisions of my life. Today I will have to let you go. Your daddy can't bear to see you suffer anymore. I love you so much. Please give me a sign you made it to the rainbow bridge.

- Kiss JuJu, Hoover & Milo for me and tell them I love them.

My Baby Boy

4/22/11 Lasix dose not working again. Now at 110mg. I find myself crying most of the time. No longer sleeping & refuse to take prescibed sleeping pills. Can't risk missing 1 am dose of meds or not hearing him if he has trouble during the night.

- Please, God take care of my baby.

Wende and Eugene

My thoughts and prayers are with you both. May God take good care of you Eugene.

- Napoleon's Mom Jennie

4/18/11

Eugene could only walk a few ft before having to lay down and rest. His seizure like spells are so hard to watch. I just hold him close to my heart and beg God to let the spell end quickly. Increased lasix to 105mg & seems to be helping for now.

- God, please give us more time.

my heartache for you...

i am praying for your Eugene..god bless you

- ~gypsy~ mommy

4/12/11

This morning Eugene is having a hard time at breathing again. I am scared to increase his fluid pills because we are nearing the highest dose he can go. He is at 90mg 3 times a day already and the max is 120mg. I pray we can hold off alittle longer.

- Please hang in there my little man, Love Mommy

Always with you

Always know your special friend will be with you. When you feel alone, lost or sad, ask him to walk with you and take comfort in knowing he is with you always.

- Marie R.

Eugene (Special boy)

Eugene, even though I have never met you, I think of you often. I feel sad about the pain you and your family are experiencing. I wish there was something I could do to remove the pain and heartache. Always remember how much your family loves you.

- Jennie (Napoleon's Mom)