Zildjian Nichol Rice is in Doggy Heaven.

Zildjian Nichol Rice

Age 13, April 10, 1995 - March 20, 2009

Zildjian Left Paw Prints In All Our Hearts. She Was A Loving, Careing Dog. Whos Missed Dearly.

Nickname: Boo Girl, Sissy, Zildjian, Mommas, Granny

Zildjian Always Met You At The Door Wagging Her Lil Tail Wanting A Treat. She Loved To Play Ball Outside. And Run And Play Fresbee WIth Dad. In the Summer Time She Loved To Be In Her Pool. She Woud Get So Excited At Times She Would Run Laps Around The Yard lol. She Was Always Rolling In The Dirt And Having A Good Ol TIme. She Left Behind A Brother Named Gizzmo Who Is American Eskimo, 2 Sister Cats Michife & Bootsie, A Brother JoJo And Sister Summer Along With 2 Beautiful Parents Kim And Rick. And Many Other Family Members And Friends. She Was Always Happy. Was Like She Was A Big Puppy. She Was A Golden Retrever Mixed With Lab, Pitt. She Was A Beautiful Dog. She Is Missed Dearly.
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Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.

When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.
They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....

Author unknown...
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3-25-09
Hey sissy how are you doing today? Im okay just thinking about you. Im sure your up there swimming in your pool or playing catch with grandma. Mom really misses you. I know you hear us talking to you all the time. I wish you was still here. Its not the same when I walk into moms and your not there, my heart drops. Gizzmo misses you to. Him and dad are lost with out you. I know your in good health up there, and your with god. But know that we miss you and love you with all our hearts. WIll you watch over us and keep us all safe. I go to the dr the 30th I will see you there, god knows im scared so ill need you.. Welp talk to you later boo girl, sissy loves you so much. Be good, Tell everyone we said hello and we love them all...

3-26-09
Good morning sissy. Its raining agian today down here. I hate when it rains but what can ya do ya know..So how is everything going up there? Things are going okay down here I guess. Mom Needs some help down here shes goig crazy with her unemployment. Let her know your there to help her okay.. Welp not much to do today I think im gonna go tanning, Gotta go to moms to drop off some laundry. Its not the same over there with out you. It seems so dark and lonely there. But I know you was in alot of pain and it was your time to go. Its just so hard to get over you being gone.. Its going to take awhile to get used to it. But you'll never be forgotten or replaced. There will never be another zildjian nichol rice. Welp sissy im going to go for now ill write you either tonight or tomorrow.. Love you boo girl.. xoxoxo

3-26-09
Boo girl I miss you & I love you. When I walk into the house and reach for the treats it aint the same anymore I dont get to look down and see you wag your tail anymore. I know that this summer when we go to moms I wont have you to throw the ball with. But I know that your in heaven having fun, playing with your toys with the other dogs and having fun playing in a bigger pool and eating bigger treats. Ill never forget you boo girl. In my heart you will stay. Love you always your bubby JoJo.. Good Night Sissy.

3-27-09
Hey sissy. We brought you home today. It was hard seeing you in a lil box like that but I know your in a better place. Miss you. Hope your having fun up there.. I told bethany to play ball and fresbee with you and give you extra treats lol I know you like that idea :) Damn sissy I dont understand why god had to take you so soon. I know 13 years was a long time to be with us but still it wasnt long enough. I know your happy at home with mom, dad, and them. I know you talk to gizzmo too keep him outta trouble and company.. lol outta trouble yea i know what your thinking there you couldnt keep him outta trouble even when you was here lol silly me..Well granny butt im going to go for the night but ill write you more tomorrow. good night, sweet dreams of all of us, sleep with the doggy angels. Love you Sissy.

4-10-09
Hey sissy to day is your 14th birthday. So Happy Birthday Boo Girl. I got you a balloon to sit by you at home. Gizzmos acting wierd lately I think hes missing you more and more. I know your with him but he just dont act himself. So how are you doing up there? Things down here are a little frustrating but hell what can we do? So thanks for watching over us. Its a full time job with me I know lol J/k I know you love me. But okay well ill let you go for now. Ill talk to you later on. Good Night, Sweet Dreams Of Us, Sleep Wit Da Doggy Angels...I Love and Miss you very much... Lov Always Sissy Summer

5-16-09
Hey sissy its been awhile since I have been on here. Sorry. So how are things going up there? We miss you alot down here. Nothings really been going on down this way. My surgery got cancled as you already know. Thanks for being there with me while i was in the hospital. I know youll be there with me when i go again. You always was my favorite. GIzzmo still seems lost with out you but hes okay. Not the same though. Nothing will ever be the same with out you boo girl. Noone can or will replace you ever. Your one of a kind :). Welp I just wanted to stop and say hello and let you know I love you and Im thinking of you all the time. Miss you sissy. Be Good. Talk to you soon okay. mmwwaahh hugz and kisses

5-31-09
Hey my boo girl, it's mom. I miss you so much. Sorry for not writting sooner but it's still so hard. I kiss you good night all the time. I thought about you the other day when I was cleaning out the swimming pool for bubbie boys. I know he misses you still, sometimes I think that he thinks he hears you and goes to the stair steps and looks up as if he expects to see you. He lays in your spot now on the frontroom rug. Thank you for the lovely flowers that you had bloom out front of the picture window. Usually only one blooms for us but this year the whole front was beautiful, just like you. I knew that you were looking down on us. I miss you so much boo. I love you. Wish you were still here with me. I have to go now, but I'm always thinking of you. Your always in my heart. Say hello to Grandma Hitchcock for me and tell her I think of her to and love her. Sweet dreams boo girl. All my love, hugs and kisses to you. Love mom

7-29-09
Hey sissy. had surgery yesterday finally. went ok im not in any pain thank god. feeling really tired though. been sleepin alot since i got home. thanks for being with me yesterday. wel just wanted to say i love you and im missing you. talk to you soon. love you sissy.

11-13-09
Wow i know its been some time since i have been on here. and im very sorry. but that dont mean i dont think about you all the time. ms. sheba passed away today from out at work. so she is up there with you now. show her around and keep her company till her human parents join her. hope your having fun up there im sure you are. mommys got a job now. she seems to like it. dad well hes just dad lol. and bubby well i think hes loosing his hearing. i hope god allows him to stay here with us longer. i dont think i can take another loss this year. it was really hard loosing you. i remember the many days we had runnin and playin. i got a foo pet shes named after you. and shes a golden retriever just like you too. i have her to keep me company but dont worrie she hasnt taken your place. NOONE will ever take your place.well sissy just wanted to say hello and i love you. i will talk to you soon. love you sissy.

11-26-2009
Hey my baby girl.....Happy Thanksgiving Boo. I miss you so much. Bubby is doing okay so far, he seems to not hear so well and his sight in the dark isn't to well anymore. He's getting to where he's having trouble getting up the stairs, he's alittle slower at it. I know he misses his sissy so much. It's just not the same around here since you passed. I think about you all the time. I give you kisses all the time....do you see me? Can you feel me thinking of you? I love you so much Boo. Like sissy said, I have a job now and it's okay. Grandma's real dad passed away a couple day's ago, make sure you introduce yourself and show him alittle frisby action...lol....he'll play with you, he loves animals. Let him know that his pal down here will be okay until they meet again at the Rainbow Bridge. Well baby girl, it's that time for me to go. Remember that I love and miss you very much. I will try not to make it so long in between visits. Talk to you soon Boo Boo. Love always, Mommy

12-31-09
Merry Late Christmas Sissy. Sorry I wasnt on sooner to tell you that. Well happy new year. Sucks your not here with us to celebrate but your soul is and your in our hearts and thoughts as always. Mom had to work tonight so me and joe just stayed home. Sucks cause ive been there the last 3 years to being in the new year with her. welp only 2hrs and 45 mins left in this year. kinda boring actualy. Hope the new year makes me and joe parents. but you know how that goes. well ill talk to you soon, We love you and miss you so much. Talk to ya in 2010 ;) kisses and huggs... Your Sister Summer

1-1-2010
Happy New Year my boo girl. And Merry belated xmas to. I missed you so much this year. It just wasn't the same just watching bubber boy open his toys without you. I hope you met grandpa Evans, I'm sure you two will be bringing in the new year together. I wish you were here. I just can't believe that it'll be a year in just a few months since you past. It just doesn't seem possible. I don't think it'll get any better for me, I miss you more with every passing day. I want you back home where you belong boo. Dad loves and misses you alot too. He always talks about you and thinks about you alot, especially when he is up stairs playing his drums and your not there in your chair asleep or listening to him play. Bubber boy is doing okay. Still a Mister Grumpy when he wants to be. LOL...but I'm sure he still misses you. Probably still wondering when your coming back home and where you went. :) Well mommy is going to finish cleaning up and get her jammies on and go to bed. I just wanted to tell ya how much I love and miss you and say Happy New Year. Good Night My Boo Girl. I love and miss you bunches!! Love ya always, Mommy

1-14-2010
Hello my boo girl. How are you doing today? I miss you so much. I have someone else I need you to meet at the bridge....my grandma Cramer passed away yesterday morning. Tell her who you are and make her feel as welcome as I know you did grandpa Evans. Let her know that everything is okay now. Show her around and let her know that we all miss her alot. Well only a couple more months and It'll be one year. One of the longest years of my life. I still think about you everyday. Bubby boy is doing good, still spoiled as always. Okay my boo girl, it's late and tomorrow will be the start of a long weekend. Love ya baby girl. Mommy

2-28-2010
Good morning boo-boo. Just wanted to drop a few lines and let you know that I miss you. I can't believe it's been almost a year since you passed away. It still seems like yesterday. We're all doing okay here. Gizzmo is sick again. But not his calcuim level...this could be his pancreas this time around. Hopefully the antibiotics will make him better and it won't get worse. I know he is getting close to that day also, he'll be 13 in April you know. He's a grumpy old man too...lol....and the older he gets the grumpier he gets. But we love him anyway....our bubby boys....there will never be dogs like either one of you ever again.....you two are one of a kind. I couldn't find two better dogs than you two if I tried. I miss and love you so much. I think about you every day and I give you a kiss at nights. Well boo girl, it's late and I have to get up early and get my work clothes cleaned and then go to work. Then it's two days off...yeahhhh....lol...I love you boo girl. Sweet dreams my boo boo. Night...love mommy.

3-19-2010
hey boo girl its sissy. its about 12:17am we've been here at osu for about 11 hrs now. still got a long ways to go before we will be back home. oh so much has been going on in the last 2 months. much more than i can handle actually. car broke down, aint been to work in almost 2 months. flat broke, cant figure out whats wrong with the car. always having to ask mom for money and help and you know i hate doing that cause shit shes strugleing her self. dont seem like its gonna get any better just seems to get worse. joe told me the other day he feels our marriage is more a friendship then a marriage. and he dont see us lasting very much longer unless we work on it. kinda crazy. hes like my world. we've been through so much together i cant see myself with out him really. but i guess we will just have to work on things like he said. cause i dont want to loose him ya know. mom and dad are going through a crazy time too as you already know. im not sure what dads thinking anymore but its not good. hes going down and quick. hate to see him like that but hes not listening to anyone. i guess alls we can do is pray for him and hope that god can help him down the right path ya know. but anyways just wanted to stop and talk to ya. your always a good listener even when you was here with us i would tell you things :) hope your doing okay up there which im sure you are. just watch over us, and mom and dad and also aunt brenda cause you know shes not doing good either. just send your angels down to be with all of us. i got you on my screen saver on the computer and on my phone and when karma see's it she thinks your gizzy lol im trying to teach her how to say your name so she knows who you are. shes getting big thou aint she. send the baby angels to be with her too okay. and watch out for gizzer boys. welp sissy good night, sweet dreams, and sleep with the doggy angels. i love you boo girl and ill talk to you again soon.
love you always and forever, your sissy summer lynn. & jojo

3-20-2010
Good morning my boo girl. It's about 1:30am this saturday morning. I can't believe today's been a year since you've been gone. I miss you ALOT!! I love you boo boo. Everyday I wish I could wake up and see you there at my bed side waking me up to go outside. How is grandpa Evans and grandma Cramer doing up there with you? Tell them I miss them and love them. I hope your all up there playin and just having a really good time with each others company. Gizzmo is over his infection he had, but his hearing and sight is still going bad. He goes to the doctors on monday for another blood test. Just to make sure that everything is going okay. I did notice this week that he's loosing alittle bit of weight. Dad is something else....not sure what he's been thinking here lately. But it's not going to end well for us if he doesn't open his eyes and realize what he's doing. Just can't seem to get his head out of the bottom of the bottle. And now he's back to the Z's....just aint going to be happy until he's up there with you at the bridge. I just hope things work out for everybody this year. It's starting out pretty rough tho.....for everyone. Mama isn't working much lately neither. She's having a pretty hard time with bills and all. Sissy and Jo are really having a hard time this new year. I wish I could do more for them, but I'm trying to get the future future set up for them for when it's my turn. I just can't leave a mess behind for her and I really want to be sure that I have a house bought or almost paid for before I go. Life insurance and my arrangements taking care of. I'm trying tho.....hard when dad aint working and helping to save. But I don't see me getting a loan by myself for a house. Even with a down payment. I don't think I make enough for them to consider me. But mama she will be a tryin.....:) lol........I love you boo girl. Well I'm going to go for now. Gizzer say's hello and he loves and misses his sissy. Dad says the same. I MISS YOU!!!!!! talk to you again soon boo girl. I LOVE YOU BUNCHES!!!!
Love you,
Mommy

3-20-2010
hey sissy. wow i just cant believe its been a year since you left us. dont even seem that long really. well jojo had a "seizor" tonight from them doing the strobe test. hopefully the computer or what ever picked something different up this time so we know more of whats going on. im exhausted and i know joe is too. kinda forgot what it was like to have to sit up here for 3-5 days doing this. shoot we aint been here since 2007. hopefully since this is the 3rd time it will be the lucky time. i hate having to sit here and watch him be in pain and have seizers. i just pray they figure something out so he can live a normal life again without worring about them ya know. i know ill be glad to go home and sleep in my own bed tho.well sissy im going to get off here. im in pain. feels like someones stabbing me a million times in my side/back even worse when i breath. so im going to sit back and watch some tv and maybe fall asleep for a bit. good night, sweet dreams, sleep with the angels. love you always

Miss You Lots,
Sissy and Bubby

4-1-10
hey sissy its me summer. shit boo girl i wish you was here. the weather is awsome. just wanna take you a bubbers to get some ice cream. just called to talk to mom and dad said she got bad news from the vet. dad said he dont think gizzy will make it through the summer.damn it man. sissy i wish you could help. i hate going to moms some times cause its so hard walking in there and not seeing your tail waggin for a treat. if bubby goes i dont know how ill be able to go over there at all. so much shit is happening to our family its nuts. me and mom are so much alike i dont know how either one of us make it through the say with all this bs. im going back to moundbuilders again to be put back on meds. yeah thats how bad it is. joe started his thereopy again today. think that will help him out alot for real. but we will see. well sissy. i guess all i can say is help mom and dad get through this. and make sure bubby dont suffer. if he does go please be waiting for him at the rainbow bridge with a toy and treat. i know he cant wait to play with you again. yall can go swimming together and play in the fields of flowers. have fun.. but please let him know we will miss him just like we miss you god so much... okay im going to go i can barely see with me crying like this.. i love you sissy so so much... i love you... ill be back to tell you whats going on okay... mmwwaahh.. xoxox

love always summer...

4-19-10
Good morning boo girl. It's about 2am and I just thought I would drop you a few lines. Gizzmo isn't doing well at all. He's to the point now that he doesn't want to eat much and what he does eat he brings back up a few minutes later. He's starting to wobble sometimes when he walks, just like you did. He does nothing but sleep all the time. Hardly wants to go out. He's just so skinny now. He's lost so much weight and him not being able to eat isn't helping any neither. I'm going to call the Dr. tomorrow and see what else we can do to put food in his belly and keep it down. But I just don't think that there is anything else we can do. I want you to be at the Rainbow Bridge waiting for him. Show him the ropes and introduce him to grandma cramer and grandpa evans. I know bubby will be glad to see his sissy again. He has been so depressed since you left. Just let him know that we will always miss him and love him alot and we will think of him always. I wish you two could be here forever. I figured it would be easier this time, but it seems to be just as hard if not harder. Cause now both of my babies will gone. I don't know how I will be able to wake up every morning and not have you two here to wake up to. I know Bootsie and Mischief are still with us. And I know that they miss you and now with Gizzmo, I just hope that they don't get to depressed once he's gone to. I don't think that mom is going to get any more dogs neither. I just can't go thru all this again. To much attachment and love is lost. Don't know if I can go through this with another puppy to the end. Anyway, I just wanted to talk to you and let you know about your brother. Take good care of him when the time comes. I know he will be pain free and not sick anymore up there. I love and miss you bunches boo girl. Wish you were here with us. Good night baby girl......I love you. Talk to you again soon.

Love Mommy

P.S. Tell grandma cramer I love her and I miss her alot too.

4-24-10
Good Morning my boo girl. Well it's about 1am and I thought I would write you and let you know that Gizzer boy will be seeing you in a few more hours. I want you to watch over him like you did down here, show him the ropes and introduce him to all the other animals at the Rainbowbridge. You two can play in the pool together again and you can chase him all around the clouds...lol...let him know that we will always love and miss him so much as we do you. We will think about him always. I don't know what I'm going to do now, there won't be any of my boo boo's to greet me at the door when I come home from work now. It's going to be so lonely around here with you both gone. But I still have both of your guys sister cats left, Mischief and Bootsie. Mom doesn't think she'll get another puppy. No one can replace my two babies. Your both one of a kind. It just wouldn't be the same. I still have your pictures on my desk right here infront of my computer. I miss you so much boo girl. Well, it's time for me to try and get some sleep. Don't know how well that will work tho. Dad is asleep on the frontroom floor with Gizzmo right now. I wanted to sleep on the floor next to him like I did you, but dad beat me to it. So I guess I'll just sleep on the couch. Good night boo girl, sleep with the angles, I love you bunches!! Your always in my thoughts and my heart!
Love you always,
Mommy

4-24-10
well first off i want to say im sorry for not stoping and saying happy birthday to you. so much stuff is going on and i just totally forgot. im so sorry sissy. but happy birthday boo girl. well i bet your happy to see gizzmo today. im sure he was happy to see you too. he really missed you down here. seems after you left he got worse. just watch over him and show him what to do up there. dont let him get into to much trouble lol. i know now when it rains gizzmo must be up there digging in the clouds :). wow it was hard letting him go today just as it was letting you go a year ago. i miss you both so much. its really not going to be the same going to moms with out either of you being there. but we will all get through in time. watch over mom for me okay. give her and dad a sign that you and gizzmo are there with them. i love you sissy. tell bubbers i love him too. ill talk to you later. sweet dreams sissy and bubby. we love you.

Love An Miss You, Sissy

5-17-10
Hi my boo boo girl. Well I just finished writing boo boo boy. I miss you two so much. I wish you were both here right now. There's just no one here to come home to anymore. I mean I still have your sister cats, but you and Gizzmo would meet me at the back gate or the back door everynight I came home from work. Just isn't the same anymore. And everyone keeps asking when we're going to get another puppy and they just don't understand how hard it is for me not to have YOU TWO anymore. I can't have another puppy right now....I'm still not over you and Gizzer boy. It's going to take me a VERY VERY VERY VEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRY long time before I do. Nobody understands.....anyway, I just wanted to write you and see how you two were doing up there. I know it thunderstormed the other night, I hope you watched over him. You know how he hates the thunder sounds. And I'm sorry for not writing you on your birthday to. Gizzer boy was so sick and not eating, I just lost track of time and I am so very sorry....but HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOO GIRL!!! I love you bunches. I miss you so very much. Well, I'm going to go for the night. Good night, sweet dreams and sleep with the doggy angles. I love you. Night my boo girl....
love you bunches,
mommy

5-17 @ 3:36pm......hey my boo girl....I know I just wrote this morning but Grandma Rice just picked up dad to take Molly Girl to the vet. She will be joining you and Gizzer Boy soon, I wrote your brother and told him to help you show her around, your swimming hole and play ground. Introduce her to family and friends. Take care of her as you two do with each other. You let her know to that Grandma Rice will be okay and that she will always think about her and love and miss her bunches. So meet her at the bridge with your brother and take her under your alls wings. I Love and miss you Boo girl....Love you....
Mommy

7-17-10
Hello my boo boo girl. Just wanted to say hey and to tell you that I miss you so much. I can't believe that it's been just over a year since you've been gone. Bootsie had surgery last week. She had a few tumors removed from her belly and got fixed at the same time. She's doing okay so far. Not to thrilled about the medicine she has to take tho....lol....but it's making her better and she knows it. Everything here is the same. Nothing ever changes around here, same crap different night. I just don't understand what dad is doing lately. I've just about had it with stuff around here. Like I told boo boy, sometimes I'm glad you two aren't here to deal with it anymore. Cause you two really don't need or deserve anything like this. It's getting to be real bad around here. Sometimes I feel like I need to just go off the deep end and just put myself in the hospital for a few. I feel like I'm going crazy sometimes. I have bad bad thoughts about dad sometimes and I feel bad because I think this way. Anyway......I just had to write you both cause it's been awhile and I miss you both so much. I love you my boo boo girl. Give everyone my love and take care of Gizzmo. I miss you both buches and love yous even more. Good night and sweet dreams and sleep with the angles. I love you.
Love Mommy

8-18-10
Hey boo girl. Thought I would write and let you know that it may not look good for your sister cat "Bootsie". She has something in her lungs. Where air should be it's filled with something else. She has short breaths with some whizzing sometimes. Dr. Underwood said if this new antibiotic doesn't do anything to clear it up then it's more likely to be a different kind of Cancer. Of course he said that in the future that it could happen. Might attack the lungs or kidneys,liver. And I think it may have gotten her lungs. I hope not tho cause Mommy isn't ready for another one. Your brother hasn't been gone six months yet. I didn't think that she would get sick again so soon. It's only been a month. Mischief will be so freaking lost if she goes. She lost both her sister dog and her brother dog and now her sister. If for some reason this new medicine doesn't work and she does pass eventually, please wait for her at the bridge and show her around and take her under your wing. You know how fragile she is. She was the shy one, the "The Queen Sheba".......LOL.......just take care of her. I miss you all so much. I just wish I could hold you both one more time. See you two in the pool together...lol...running circles in the back yard. Great times....I miss them. Hope you and Gizzmo is doing great up there. Bet he still tests you sometimes :) Well girly girl....it's late and mom still has to eat and get to bed. It's going to be a long week. I miss you bunches and bunches. XOXOXOXOXO Dad says to say hello and he misses you alot to. Good night baby girl. Sweet dreams and sleep with the doggie angles.
Love You, Mommy

10-26-10
Good evening my Boo Girl. So how are things going so far up there with you and bubby boy? I've been thinking alot about you two lately. I think it's because of the holidays coming up real soon. It's been a few since I have written and thought I would drop a few lines before I get my shower and go to bed. I took a leave of absence from Red Lobster and doing some seasonal work at Harry and David, first shift. Boy does 4:15 come around really quick :) I'm getting use to it tho. I almost hate to go back to Red Lobster, but I'll have to if they don't keep me full time at H&D. Now that would be great if that happened. Anyway....Bootsie is doing great now and her and mischeif is fixed now. They are getting to chubby.....lol....especially queen sheba (bootsie). She's still poo'n on the floor sometimes. Every since your brother passed away. Just cant seem to break her of it for some reason. But other than that, everyone here is doing just fine and we all miss and love you bunches. Especially me.....I miss you and boo boy so much. I still think I hear you's sometimes. But I know it's just you two watching over us. I love you.....well boo girl, I want to write bubby to so I'm going to go for now. I'll be sure to give you your nightly kiss. Good night, sweet dreams and sleep with the doggie angles.....I LOVE YOU BOO GIRL!!!!!!!
Love You, Mommy

11-24-10
hey boo girl. i know its been about 7 months since i have been on here to talk to you but you know i talk to you other than on here. wow so much has happened since you have went to heaven. autumn is having a lil boy named aaron. lonnie passed away. grandpa cramer passed away. pac went to doggy heaven to be with all you guys just last week. found out mama has leukemia. all the drama with joes mom and the whole shawn thing. just mad crazyness going on down here. aunt brenda is getting worse so make sure you send some angels to her rescue. lil miss karma is getting so big. every time she looks at my phone she says doggy doggy. i tell her to say gizzmo and zildjian. some times its hard for her to say but she trys. shes still scared of doggys tho lol she comes here and is afraid of charlie from upstairs but when shes inside she talkes to him through the door lol shes a trip. well tomorrow is thanksgiving :( its so not going to be the same with out you guys. i miss you guys so much. i left you some treats i know you always like that :) ill try and make myself come write you on here more often.. oh fyi dont let mom full ya about bootsie she meaner than a cage full of lions lol she hates me but i mess with her every time i go over there lol welp good night bubby i love you. sweet dreams and sleep with the angels. mmwwaahh xoxoxoxo miss and love you so much. happy thanksgiving sissy i love you.
Love Always, Sissy Summer

1-05-2011
Well good morning my beautiful booboo girl. I can't believe it's been so long since I last wrote you two. I just finished writing Gizzmo and wanted to write you a few lines also before I go to bed. Dad has a job now at Subway in Granville. He seems to like it for the moment. I'm back at Red Lobster now. It's okay but I would rather be at Harry and David still. I hope they call me back this year. I may call Cathy in August and see what is up. I'll do things differently this time. I'll put in for Team Lead early and hope I get it. Anyway enough about that, things are doing okay here so far. Dad still drinks alittle to much for me tho. But like I told Gizzie Boy, two is to many for me....lol....but he has slowed down alittle bit. He says to tell you that he loves you and misses you bunches. Thinks about you all the time. I want to tell you Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. Sorry I didn't write before now, but I have been thinking alot about both of you. Give you both kisses everynight before I go to bed. A few times I thought I heard you and Gizzer Boy barking and woke up to find out I was just hearing things again. I do that alot lately. I hear or see shadows at night. Anyway.....yeah mom is going crazy....lol...but then you knew that a long time ago....lol.....I miss you so much boo girl. I wish you were still here. Dad still try's to get me to change my mind about another puppy. I just can't until I'm ready and I just aint there yet. Maybe next year or something. I just want to be able to give it a 100% know what I mean? Plus I'm picky......look how long it took me to bring Gizzer Boy home....lol. Dad bugged me for 2-3 months. But this is different.....Alot different. Well boo girl, I'm going to go for now. It's late and I have to get up early tomorrow. Take care of yourself and each other. Watch over everyone up there and bounce amoung the clouds. Remember that I'm thinking of you both always. I LOVE YOU BOO GIRL!!!!!
Good night and sweet dreams....sleep with the doggie angles.
Love you always, Mommy

3-22-11
So how is my bubba girls? Mommy misses you so much. I can't believe it's been 2 years lil girl. Time just goes by so damn fast anymore. Hope you and boo boy are taking care of each other and playing and running all around. I wrote your brother and told him that my sister Chrissie had a dream about you two. You guys were just running around in a big ol' field just a playing and having a good time. I'm so happy she had a dream like that. I know what it means.....you two are doing just fine and your happy and healthy. No more sickness or pain. All though I still would rather have yuo both here with me healthy and happy. That would be ALOT BETTER!! :) Well girlie....dad got into alittle trouble the other night. Not to bad I guess, it is seriouse though......going to cost us alot of money and me of course alot of headaches...lol...but we will get through it. Well.....just wanted to say hey and to see how you are. Let you know that I miss you so very much and I think about you all the time. Both of you. I'm going to go for now....make something for dinner. I love you boo girl!!!!!! I miss you so freaking much. Good night boo girl and sleep with the doggie angles. I love you.
Love you always, Mommy

4-24-11
Hi Boo Girl. Happy Easter. I still can't believe you have been gone 2yrs. Just don't seem that long. So life around here is pretty crappy but its life i guess. but me and joe are both in college and doing the best we can do. our car broke down again. ughh but hopefully we will get something else or get it fixed. who knows. got surgery monday on my hand grr not likeing not being able to do things myself. I failed my english class this qrt cause i dont know how to do the paper part and plus i cant type and write to well but i got an a so far on my math :). but i have to go write bubby now my hands hurting a lil since im trying to type with both hands :( i know i know lol. well i love you sissy and i miss you so much. hope u have a good easter and get lots of goodies.
Love you always, Sissy summer & Brother JoJo (Karma 2)

4-27-11
Hey my baby girl. Happy late Easter. Hope you and Gizzmo dug up lots of eggs and treats. I'm real sure Gizzmo liked the digging part....lol....I told him that we have a GIANT hole in the back yard now that he would just love to be part of.....lol....Anyway, Sorry I didn't write Sunday but mom has been really busy with your sister cat Bootsie. She had yet another surgery....2nd one in 9 months. The Cancer came back and at full force this time. It wasn't good. She's been home 2 weeks now and spent 6 days in the hopital to boot, but now her suitchers are starting to seep and it's more today than it has been in the last couple of days. Dr. Underwood said it could be the Cancer trying to come out of her body since it may not have anywhere inside to go. It's not really looking to good for her boo girl. I need you and Gizzer Boy to watch out for her when her time comes. Okay? Take special care of her, you know she's the timid one....the one who always needed special care. Okay? Show her the ropes and introduce her to Molly girl and all the grandparents. Give her a nice big fluffy cloud to do her happy paws on and to roll around on....lol.....make sure there are plenty of cat trees and fish in the streams for her to catch to...lol. I don't think I can do this again so soon my boo girl. I mean it's only been 2 years for you and Sunday was 1 year for Gizzmo, and now Bootsie. I told boo boy that I don't want to bring anymore animals into this house. I still say it's what is making everyone sick. But everyone thinks I'm crazy. I mean I know I'm freakin crazy but that's our secret.....LOL.......And now I find that your other sister cat Mischief has a lump on her right side. See....it's this damn house. Anyway, I really don't think it's going to be much longer for her. So just meet her at the Bridge and show her the ropes. I love my Boo Girl.....miss you all so much. Tell grandma and pa that I miss and love them bunches too. Okay? Well girly, I gotta go for now. Dad loves you both and misses you to. Take care my Zildjian Boo. I love you.
Love ya, Mommy

6-17-2011
Hi there my boo girl, thought I would write real quick before the storm comes thru. It's just a few more weeks and Bootsie will be ready to cross the Rainbow Bridge and join you and Gizzer Boy. The cancer came back again. There's so many tumors on her poor lil belly. Dr. Underwood said we can only make her comfortable until it's time. She's loosing the use of her back leg more and more. It's not to good today, she's dragging her lil foot alittle bit. If I see her starting to not being able to get up and use the bathroom then I know it's time or if she stops eating. Which it's not like before but she's still eating. Mischief is being alittle bit better with her sister. But she still hisses at her sometimes. I've caught her cleaning her ears and head a few time tho....lol....Mischief is all that's left now. I thought maybe getting a small dog for her to play with and for company. She'll go nuts here by herself. Exspecially once mommy goes back to work. Alot of things are changing around here my boo girl. Dad isn't doing well neither. Got a letter from the Dr's that his kidneys aren't doing very well. The emzines are at a high level. He's not going to be happy until he kills his self. I have to start thinking about that now. I have to make sure things get in order. Dad even said something about us finding our spots and decide where we want to be at. I can't bear the thought of loosing dad. If he doesn't stop drinking it's going to happen sooner than what we want. He keeps blaming himself for his uncle Billy and that don't help anything. Anyhow sissy girl....just keep an eye out for your sister cat and show her the ropes. I miss you all so much. Still can't get over you and boo boy and now Bootsie. Well girlie...storm is coming. Time to go and write Boo Boy real quick. Night...sweet dreams and don't let the cloud bugs bite...lol...love ya Boo Boo Girl
Mommy

7-3-11
Good evening my Girlie Girl. I just wrote Gizzy and told him to let Bootsie know how much I miss and love her. I hope you two are taking good care of her and showing her around. Don't let anything happen to her now. I love you Zildjian. I miss you all so much. Like I told Boo Boy, I wish you were all down here with mom and dad and all joyful and healthy. Show her all the good fishing spots....lol....you know she likes her lil fishies. Give her some of your treats I send. I can't send her anything or write to her like I do you two cause there isn't a web site for cats or kittens. So please let her know how much she is missed and that Mischeif Girl misses her sissy alot. She still doesn't know what to think now that all three of you are gone. It's just her now. Maybe I might get a puppy, I don't know. Well girlie girl, I'm off here for now, just take good care of each other up there. Until I see you all again. Good night and sweet dreams my boo girl.
love you,
mommy

9-16-11
Good morning baby boo girl. So how are things going for everyone so far? Enjoying the nice weather and all the treats you can eat....lol...I miss you all. Wish I could hold you all right now and give you all mommy's famous puppy/kitty massages. :) Tell Bootsie girl I miss her bunches and that Mischief is doing okay so far. Enjoying the run of the house....lol...but I know she misses you all to. Well everything here is going so so, but I'm sure you know exactly how things are going....looking down and watching over us all. Dad is still the same, I know he thinks about you guys all the time to. He still bugs me about a puppy....still not ready to take care of another responsibility right now, dad is enough for me at this moment in time. If he'd slow down a bunch it would help my stress level, but that' awhole new chapter in the book. Well girlie, I'm going to go for now and write boo boy a few lines. I love you my boo girl. Your always be in my heart. I'll write again soon. Give everyone my love and tell them I miss them all bunches. LOVE YOU!!
Mommy

1-1-12
Hey boo girl. i love you and miss you so so so so so so so much. Merry Christmas & Happy New Year. yep another year gone and another year we have to live without you here. i miss you like crazy. even tho you have been gone this long it still dont feel right. i know i havent been on to say hello in a while and theres no excuses for it but you know i talk to you all the time down here and i love you always. got a kitten in august as you know her name is Bella and she acts just like you too.. its like god sent her to us from you guys. she is Gizzmo, Zildjian & Bootsie all in one :) but its okay cause i love all of you. things are okay down here i guess. bout as good as they are gonna get really. hope your doing okay up there. im sure you had a great summer swimming and playing under the rainbows. i know bubby is gonna be happy cause its winter and the snow will be comming soon. hope you make lots of snow angels and send us some pictures in our dreams :) welp boo girl im going to go now. tell bootsie we love and miss her to okay. we missed having you at christmas would of been better with yas here but its okay you were here in spirit and in our hearts. i love you sissy. good night sweet dreams & sleep with the doggy angels. just keep watching over mom & sissy mischief too okay :)

Love you always,
Sissy Summer

2-28-12
Hey my boo girl, it's been so long since I last wrote and I am so sorry. I didn't realize it has been so long since I wrote. But it doesn't mean that I didn't think of you all everyday tho. Cause I did and I miss you more and more everyday. It's been almost 3 years boo boo. I can't believe how time goes by. Mischeif misses you all so much still. She seems so lonely at times. Like I told Gizzer boy, I feel guilty getting another puppy for her to play with cause I don't want you two to think I forgot about cha ya's or trying to replace you both. I could never do that. You all are in my heart to deep to forget. We do have two fire belly toads tho that are new to the family. You should of already met Bud the one that passed a few weeks ago. Yeah I know, not a good name for a girl. Dad named them before we knew. Since we had three of them dad named them Bud....Weis....Er....lol. He's so silly aint he? But things are going okay here I guess. I can't lie to ya cause you can look down any time and watch over us, so you already know how dad's really doing. I just hope things change soon for him before it's to late. Anywho, I hope you all had a great xmas and was able to make your snow angles...lol. Still wish you were all still down here tho. But I have your memories in my thoughts. That'll work til we meet again. I love you my Zildjian girl. Miss you even more. I'm going to go now. You all take care of each other up there. Don't let Bootsie bat around Bud to much :) Make sure Bud get's her bask and bath time...lol. Love you bunches.
Love you always, Mommy

7-29-12
Good evening my lil Zildjian Girl. How are things with you? I'm writting to make sure you all welcomed Sarah when she crossed the bridge. I know she was welcomed with all the love you all have. Again....hello my Bootsie Baby....sissy misses you alot but I know it's you that she is chasing around the house and up and down the stairs. She whines alot when your done playing and you go back across the bridge. She loves you. We all do. Miss you bunches to. Make sure you show Sarah the nice fishing spots and fields to chase mice. Take care of each other. Well Zildjian girl, I'm going to go for now. I told Gizzmo that dad got a job selling matteresses. He seems to like it and seems to trying to make a change. Finally. But you know dad. I love you my boo girls. Take care, remember I love you and Bootsie. Thinking of you all. Tell Sarah that sissy Kimmy says she loves her and misses her and I know that mommy loves and misses her soooooooooooooooo very much. But your not in pain anymore. That's good. Love ya's Bunches, Mommy. Zildjian.....tell everyone Good Night and Sleep with the Puppy Angles. Love ya XOXOXOXOXOXO

12-27-12
Zildjian Girl. Hey sissy I know its been almost a year since I have been on here and left you a message and Im sorry. But you know I think about you all the time and I miss you oh so so very much.I wish God would of let you stay here longer and wouldnt of taken you away from us. Life hasnt been the same since you have been gone. Its still as hard now as it was the day you got taken from us. its so hard still going to moms and you guys not being there. I take midnight down there and he just runs free like you both used to. He act a lot like you too. The other day he was doing laps around the yard so fast like you used to do lol it just brought back so many wonderful memories of watching you in the back yard. I tryed to get him in the pool this summer but he just wasnt down for it haha.Oh how i wish you were still here zildjian. Its just not fair. my days will be so much better when the time comes and i get to spend them with you guys again. i love you and miss you more than you can imagine. today is moms birthday and I know you are with her in spirit but it just aint the same. well boo girl im going to go. Ill talk to you again soon. even if its not on here. in my heart you will always stay. I love you.
Love Sissy Summer <3

12-27-12
Hey my baby boo girl. Merry Christmas. I know, it's been a few months. I do so apologize for that. I think about you everyday tho. Like I told boo boy, I still have you all on my lamp table so I can see you all everyday. You give Bootsie my love also. Tell her mommy is missing her. I hurt myself in October taking tha AC out of the window. I know....I learned my lesson. But I am getting better alittle bit everyday. I'm not taking as many pills for the pain now....thank God. You know how mom hates to take pills of any kind. But I do have to go this coming Monday and get a shot in my back to see if it will help me get even more better. I'm hoping it only takes one time. It scares me so bad to have this done. Don't like any kind of messing around with my back, eyes or throat. Just don't like it. Mischief say's hello and I know she misses you all so much. She mowps around the house sometimes just meowing this strange meow and I know she's talking to you guys. But she's doing good so far. Sticks to me like glue. Dad is got a new job. I'm hoping he keeps this one and settles his alcohol done alot. He was getting pretty bad for a minute. Driving me crazy. But of course it doesn't take much for me to go nuts...lol. Just not as patient as I use to be anymore. I miss you so much my boo girl. I miss you laying beside me on the bed and taking all the room...lol. I miss watching you out in the yard. I thought about you and boo boy when it started snowing real bad. Both of ya's running around in the snow taking your noses and just borrowing into the snow. Making those snow angles like you use to....lol. I just wish you were here. I know you are in spirit, but it's just never the same. Can't believe how long it's been since I last saw you. I love you my Zildjian girl. I'm going to go now. Watch the weather and find out when the next storm is coming thru. Your always in my heart. I love you bunches. Good night and sleep with the doggie angles. I love you to my Bootsie girl. Night and sleep with the kitty angles.
love you, mommy

3-11-13
My little Zildjian girl, I miss you so much. Think about you all the time. I wrote Boo Boy and want you all to welcome Ivan at the bridge and show him how to cross over. Make him feel welcome and teach him all you know about up there. Let him know that he won't hurt anymore now. His mom and dad love him and will miss him so much. They will never stop. Just like everyone down here will never stop thinking or loving you all. We miss you all so much. Give Bootsie girl my love up there. Tell her that I miss her so much also. Wish there was some place I could go and write her like I do you and Boo Boy. Show Ivan the ropes, where all the best treats are and how to catch a freesbie.....lol. Your great at that. Show him all the good swimming spots to. He's a country dog, he'll like that. I love you my boo girl. Think of you all the time. Wish you were here with me, but I know your not hurting anymore neither. I will never forget any of you. Always in my thoughts and in my heart forever. I love you girlie girl. Love you bunches.....
Mommy