Pugsly was my dog. He was my son. He was funny, sweet and gentle. He only wanted the people in his life to be happy. He was my constant companion for the last 10 years. The best 10 years of my life. He helped me through some of the darkest times. He wouldn't let you be sad. I wouldn't have made it without him. My life will never be the same without him. I miss him terribly but, he will live on in my heart forever. My Baby Boy....until that day...
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December 24, 2009
Pugsly, this morning I finally figured out why there was always so much pug hair on the back of the couch....rather than sleeping in your bed, you must have leaned up against the back of the couch while you waited for me to come home. That spot where you waited was 5 feet closer to the back door that I used to come into the house from the garage. It makes me sad to think of you waiting there. You depended on me for so much and now I can't help you. Now it's Daddy's turn to wait...
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December 26, 2009
I can't forget all the other dogs I've known in my life. My first dog, Jean Pierre, was a male Miniature Greyhound. My parents split up when I was not even one and Jean Pierre came to live with my mother and me. He's in almost every picture I've seen of my childhood. He had a favorite blanket that he dragged from room to room and covered himself with when he went to sleep. He slept in the hall, right next to my room. He passed away when I was in sixth grade, after a long battle with what I imagine was cancer. He was 13. I loved him very much.
Silky was Jean Pierre's son. He was my second dog. He was a sweet, timid dog. He hid under a recliner when we first brought him home. He would do that to a lesser degree the rest of his life. He too slept next to my room. Silky, like his father, was an escape artist. He scared us many times running away from home. In high school, I went to live with my father for a time. Once I moved back into my mother's place, Silky and I became very close and I have many happy memories of those last few years of his life. He passed away on January 15, 1990. It broke my heart.
Morby was not officially my dog, he belonged to my friend, James. He was a stray black lab James took in. When I inherited Pugsly, nearly 10 years after Silky passed away, Morby became Pugsly's best friend and keeper. Pugsly lived with Morby the first few years of his life. He was a patient babysitter, never losing his temper, even when Pugsly did his best to annoy him. I have many funny memories of him. He passed away just a few years ago. Jean Pierre, Silky, Morby and Pugsly...I can't wait to see you all again.
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January 1, 2010
Baby boy...I can still remember the first New Year's Eve we spent together. It was 1999, turning to 2000. Y2K was supposed to bring about the end of the world and we were ready.....canned food, bottled water and ammunition for days lol. Instead, we just sat there and nothing happened. We sure had fun eating our supplies over the next few months though. I can't remember if we spent every single New Year's Eve together but, if not, it was nearly every one. This year just wasn't the same without a kiss from my sweet baby pug. I'll save the corn bread and malt liquor for when I see you next...
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January 8, 2010
"Where, oh where, can my baby be? The Lord took her away from me. She's gone to heaven, so I've got to be good. So I can see my baby when I leave this world."
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January 9, 2010
It's your daddy's birthday today. Last night I dreamed of you....you were a puppy and you were completely white! But, it was you. We played, and I held you in my arms and kissed you. I even blew raspberries on your fat belly like I used to. You squirmed and kicked and hissed like a little cockroach lol. Was that you? Did you come to visit me? If I have one wish, it's that we'll be together again.
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January 15, 2010
I miss the wagging little tail;/ I miss the plaintive, pleading wail;/ I miss the wistful loving glance;/ I miss the circling welcome dance.
-Henry Willet
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January 20, 2010
Pugsly, I still remember the very first time I saw you... After reading a classified ad in the paper, we drove down to Tulare to see you. When we got there, you were just a blur, chasing your sister around the house. I could barely make you out, you were so fast. We decided on the spot to take you home with us. I remember you cried all the way back to Fresno but, by the time we got there, you were ok. That was the start of our adventure together. I really miss those days, and I really miss you. Maybe you are together with your sister now. Wait for your daddy...... I will come for you.
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January 28, 2010
Little Man, I've been thinking of you a lot. I miss you terribly. I can still picture you, standing by the back door, stretching in the hallway, waiting for me to get out of the shower, pulling on the other side of the door as I came home from work. I remember you walking with your grandma to the park....you had trouble leaving daddy at home even to do something fun like that. You are the best friend daddy ever had....I wish you could hear all the things I write here...
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February 5, 2010
Pugsly the Puppy, I hope I didn't leave you on your own too much. I know you hated it. It was always a struggle for your daddy to balance long hours at work, music, a (very limited lol) social life and quality time with you. I know when you were a baby it was especially hard...you destroyed daddy's old apartment after all. I'm glad that for the last 4 or 5 years we got to spend a lot more time together. We had breakfast and dinner together; we played with your bone and ball after meals; we played PS3 and watched movies together; and you made sure we didn't fall asleep in the living room and that we got into bed before it was too late. Even though people say I doted on you, looking back I still regret not doing more. I tried to spoil you as much as I could because I was so scared of this day.....this day when you wouldn't be here anymore and daddy's life would be empty...
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February 22, 2010
I wanted to say something about how much Pugsly loved pizza. For some reason this morning I was thinking about how difficult it was to have pizza delivered to the house. Pugsly knew when I was ordering pizza over the phone and he would whine and stare at the front door for the 30 to 45 minutes it would take the pizza to arrive. He could hardly sit still....he would rock back and forth as he sat on his hind legs. When I buzzed in the driver at the front gate, it was all over. Pugsly would go nuts. It took everything I had to hold Pugsly, answer the door, pay the delivery person and then take the pizza to the kitchen. Once, Pugsly knocked the entire pizza box out of my hand and the pizza dumped face first onto the tile entryway. We still ate it. Pugsly only got little pieces of crust (I didn't want him to overdo it and puke) but, he loved him some pizza. I don't think I'll ever order pizza here again....It just wouldn't be the same. When I get there baby, we'll order pizza all the time.
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March 28, 2010
"I was thinking how nothing lasts...and what a shame that is."
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April 17, 2010
Yesterday I drove past a hand painted sign advertising Pug puppies for sale. While I didn't have any intention of buying one, I stopped anyway and called the number. A rather unfriendly woman answered and explained that they had two black, male pugs. While I was anxious to see them (I thought smelling and holding them would remind me of Pugsly) she asked me to call later in the day as they were busy. I took it as a sign and erased the number from my phone. Everyone who knows me and knows how I have felt since Pugsly left has encouraged me to get another pet. I have been so heartbroken and down that even I have considered the idea. I think I would like to rescue an animal or just give one a good home. I'm torn though...as much as I'm sure it would keep me busy and take my mind off of things, there's a bigger part of me that just isn't ready for that. Pugsly and I went through so much together and I can't imagine forming a bond like that ever again. For me, that was a once in a lifetime experience... one that I am so grateful for. Even as heartbroken as I am now. And for whatever reason, I have held on to that pain...for fear that I will lose my connection to him.
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April 18, 2010
Baby P, I still talk to you...I don't know if you can hear me but, it makes me feel better.
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April 21, 2010
Pugsly the Puppy, with your birthday coming up this weekend, I've been thinking a lot about what I miss...
I miss our walks in the morning and the evening.
I miss you sitting next to the shower door, waiting for me to get out.
I miss seeing your curly q tail sticking out from under the bed when you hid from me.
I miss you stealing socks and me having to chase you around the living room table to get them back.
I miss falling asleep to the sound of you playing with your blue bone.
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April 24, 2010
Happy Birthday Baby Bean! This would have been your 11th birthday. Daddy was never any good at remembering dates and special occasions but, I always tried to mark this special day. I wasn't there for your actual birth but, we spent every other birthday after that together. If you were here, we probably would have spent this birthday like most...extra good breakfast, maybe a walk to the park, , a nap in the afternoon and then a Fleming's or Ruth Cris petite filet mixed into your dinner. Daddy would ration out that steak all week long lol. Oh, and I usually got you one big present. Your grandma still has the fancy bed daddy got you last year. Even though you're not here for your birthday, Daddy and everybody who loved you (and even some nice people who didn't know you) are thinking about you today. I look forward to spending birthdays together with you again one day...
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May 11. 2010
I remember one early summer morning, Pugsly went across the street with me to check on a neighbor's house. My then neighbor Rick had a large pool that took up half of his backyard. While there, Pugsly kept staring into the pool as I tended to the rest of the yard. This was unusual for him as he normally liked to follow me around. I glanced into the pool but, I couldn't see what he was looking at. He wouldn't look away though...so just before we left I gave the pool one last look. Turned out, a small field mouse had fallen into the pool but had managed to pull himself up on a small floating disk. He was soaked and looked just miserable. He didn't move...he only blinked his eyes. That poor mouse must have swam around the pool all night before he found that spot. I grabbed a net and fished the little guy out. He quickly ran off into the bushes, I'm sure, happy to be on solid ground. Pugsly never barked at him but, I think he wanted me to see the mouse. Pugsly was such a sweet dog...I think he wanted me to save that mouse. Pugsly was incapable of forming a mean thought, and I think he loved all people and animals. He made me see things differently...maybe I appreciated life and all living things more because of him. I don't want to lose those things I learned from Pugsly but, it's hard without him here. I struggle everyday to find some greater meaning in my life now that he's gone.
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May 26, 2010
"I count the hours since you slipped away. I count the hours that I lie awake. I count the minutes and the seconds too..."
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June 3, 2010
I still look in the mirror when I'm shaving to see if you're standing behind me like you always did.
I'm still careful not to bump into your water bowl that's not there anymore.
I still feel like I have to come home right after work to check on you.
I still get a sad feeling planning a trip for this summer...I feel like I'm leaving you alone.
I still hate going in the back and side yards without you.
I still won't walk down our old paths...
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June 29, 2010
Pugsly, it doesn't seem like so long that I was picking out the peanut butter chips from the trail mix for you. It doesn't seem that long ago that you and your friend, Morby and I were walking to the park together. It doesn't seem that long ago that you were sitting in your beanbag, keeping daddy company in the studio. Sometimes you would wake up from a nap and start howling when you had a dream. It doesn't seem that long ago...but, then it does.
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July 4, 2010
Yesterday, for the first time, I volunteered at a local no -kill animal rescue. There I met nearly 90 dogs, from puppies to seniors, including a sweet pug named Fiona, whose former owner threw her out of a moving car and left her to die. I never thought I would have the heart to do something like this but, I did it for Pugsly. He's still teaching me things...
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July 25, 2010
Pugsly, I'm almost certain I heard from you the other night. Brittani was here and she experienced it too... I hope that means you are ok and that I will see you again one day. Wait for your daddy, I will come for you.
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August 13, 2010
Baby Boy, when I look at pictures of you I'm reminded of how funny you were. You always made me laugh and that comes through even in pictures. I miss you...
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September 17, 2010
Pugsly, I was thinking about what a good boy you were. I know you did a lot of really destructive things when you were a baby but, once you got a little older and we moved into the house, you never did anything wrong. I had to leave you alone all day when I was at work and I always worried about you when I was gone. When I got home though, everything would be just fine. I couldn't have asked for a more perfect puppy. I'm sorry you had to spend all that time alone but, what a good boy you were. I miss you...
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October 13, 2010
I just learned that Odie, the Talking Pug passed away in early 2008. It makes me sad as he reminded me a lot of Pugsly with his hilarious "I love you" howl. RIP Odie and thanks for the laughs.
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October 31, 2010
Today is Halloween, the last holiday Pugsly and I spent together. We dressed up/handed out candy/sat around with all the lights turned off etc. for 11 Halloweens. That was the holiday we spent the most of together. Fitting, as it was always my favorite. I'll never forget coming home in costume on Pugsly's first Halloween. He came running to the door to greet me but, he froze in his tracks when he saw the wig, glasses and ridiculous costume I had on. He didn't know it was me. I had to call out his name before he realized who I was. I'm really going to miss you tonight little boy.
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November 23, 2010
One year... Everyday that passes brings me one step closer to you...
Pugsly the Puppy, it's been one whole year since you left. In many ways, you are still here though. I think of you all the time and hardly a day goes by that I don't tell a Pugsly story. And I still talk to you...I only wish you could here me. I love you.
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November 24, 2010
Happy Thanksgiving baby boy. I'll be thinking of you.
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November 27, 2010
"Fear not death, for the sooner we die the longer we shall be immortal."
BENJAMIN FRANKLIN
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December 31, 2010
New Year's Eve Number 2 without you baby. No celebrating here but, I'll be thinking of you...
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February 6, 2011
Baby Boy, I'm thinking of moving... We bounced around a lot when you were a baby but, you spent the last 8 years of your life here. We built this place together. I have so many memories of you here. Even Morby lived here with us for a while. Once you left though it was never the same. I used to love this place...we could stay in all weekend and never leave the house once. Without you here it's so empty and quiet. I've tried to give it time to get better but this house is just a constant reminder of what I miss. It doesn't feel like a home anymore...
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April 15, 2011
I wish I had a better way to talk to you. It's been so hectic here...your daddy is trying to start over, at least career-wise. I work all week and then on the weekends I have to head out of town. This is something I would have never considered when you were here. Even though I never loved it, I guess my current job provided stability for us. I was home every night with you. As hard as this is, your daddy feels like he has to try something different now...
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May 16, 2011
Not a day passes that I don't think about you. I miss you so much...I wish I had a better way to talk to you. I met your grandma's friend, Yogi the pug. Despite the similarity in pictures, he doesn't look anything like you! We took him for a walk and then dropped him back off at his house. I miss our walks together little boy...even when I had to carry you all the way home.
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June 30,2011
It's warm here and I've been thinking about all the things we would do during the summer. In particular, our long walks. You were good until we turned around to head home...you would freeze in your tracks and there was very little I could do to get you going. I guess you just weren't ready to go home. Sometimes, I even had to resort to carrying you back to the house...and you weren't light. I would give anything to hold you again like that...I miss you so much little boy.
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August 10, 2011
Ten years...
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August 26, 2011
Stanley Kubrick in his 1968 interview with Playboy:
The most terrifying fact of the universe is not that it is hostile but that it is indifferent; but if we can come to terms with this indifference and accept the challenges of life within the boundaries of death however mutable man may be able to make them our existence as a species can have genuine meaning and fulfillment.
However vast the darkness, we must supply our own light.
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September 28, 2011
Baby Boy, you have been on my mind so much this month. I thought of you as I watched the memorials leading up to the tenth anniversary of 9-11. I can remember that moment ten years ago like it was yesterday...standing in the living room with you, watching in awe as the horrible events unfolded on the television. I could hear my own thoughts of you as people spoke of their memories of loved ones lost on that day. And now, we've received word that Joann, the woman that started this wonderful website has passed away. I wrote her once to thank her for what she has provided to all of us in this place. I was surprised when she wrote me back. She seemed a very sweet, caring person. Maybe now she is back with all of her lost friends. RIP
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November 4, 2011
Baby boy, it's hard to believe but, it's been nearly two years since you had to leave. I've thought of you so much these last couple of weeks. Between Halloween and the anniversary of your passing, it seems you're always on my mind. I miss you more than I can say. I think a lot about all the medical procedures I put you through during that last week of your life. I'm so sorry you had to suffer through it. I always hoped you would pass away peacefully on my lap many years from now but, then again I knew that nothing would ever go easy with you. That wasn't our luck. Looking back, I know I had to try and help you...I couldn't imagine giving you up without a fight. Despite all my guilt for putting you through that, I suppose I would do it again. I hope the previous ten years we had makes up for that last shitty week.
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November 23, 2011
Well little baby boy, it's been two years since I last saw you. I dreamed of you last night though. It was if you were here...I could see you clearly. I watched you run in front of me and I held you in my arms again. I could feel your weight and pet your soft fur. I miss you so much. You were my whole life.
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December 31, 2011
I would give everything I have just to see you again...In the meantime, Happy New Year little boy.
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January 15, 2012
Pugsly, I miss you keeping me company on those nights I can't sleep. I've been up since 3am and if you were here I know you would have been up with me.
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February 13, 2012
Baby Boy, I'm shopping for yet another car. This will be the second one since you've been gone. I'm thinking about another white one. I can still remember the last time I brought you home in our old white car. You didn't feel well but, you seemed to enjoy the ride. I remember you looking over at me as we heard the sirens pass by.
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February 15, 2012
The best part of my day was always rushing home to have you greet me at the door as I came in from the garage. in ten years, there was only one time I didn't see you there...you had somehow locked yourself in the studio. I panicked when you weren't at the door...I could hear your cries and it took me a moment to figure out what had happened. You even made it to the door the night you passed away. You pulled at the door with your paw like you had done for your whole life, and then you collapsed. That was the most horrible, saddest moment of your daddy's life.
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March 11, 2012
I miss my friend.
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April 24, 2012
Happy Birthday Little Boy! Today (I believe) would have been your 13th birthday. This was when I planned on starting to worry about your age. I always thought you would be here at least this long but, this will be the third time I mark your birthday without you. I'm still not too thrilled about doing anything special on this day to remember you...I still get really sad when I think back on all the things we did when you were here. Over the weekend I helped Brittani and Bodhi rescue a sweet little black pug of their own...his name is Bernie. Some of his mannerisms remind me of you but he's not quite the devil dog you were at that age. Bernie is at least the fifth dog you have been directly responsible for helping. It's because of you that I'm involved in the animal rescue. I guess that's how I'll continue to honor you in your absence. Happy Birthday little boy...we'll have a blow out when I get there.
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June 4, 2012
I have trouble remembering all the little day to day things we did together but, every now and then something funny you did pops into my mind and I just have to laugh. You were such a sweet and funny boy. Sometimes I can still feel you...somewhere up in the ether.
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June 17, 2012
It's Father's Day again Little Boy and I celebrated by drudging up some old photos of you and sending them to your family and friends. Everyone commented on what a handsome boy you were...
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August 10, 2012
Well, it looks like it's happening. I think our home is going to sell and we'll be moving soon. I have mixed feelings about leaving this house. I can still remember the first night we stayed here over 11 years ago...all the late-night home improvement projects you helped with and all the fun times we had together. But, it's been nearly three years since you left and I really don't enjoy staying here anymore. I've never gotten over the feeling that this house is just not a home without you. You would have enjoyed the new place I'm looking at...golf course, lots of paths to walk on and even a park. Even though we're leaving the home you spent most of your life in, I'll be taking you and all those memories with me. Until I see you again baby boy...
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August 26, 2012
Baby boy, I'm packing now...I could sure use your help. This is the first move I've done without you in nearly 15 years! I'll never understand why you had to leave. I miss you so much...
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September 29, 2012
Well, we did it. I've been in the new house for a couple weeks and things are getting back to normal, at least the new normal. I think you would have loved it here...lots of places to walk and explore. I brought your ashes with me in the car and they now stay on my nightstand. Shortly after moving here I dreamed of you. In this dream you followed me home on a long walk. We passed through many almost familiar neighborhoods on the way. I could clearly see your face, blinking your eyes as we ran through some lawn sprinklers. I took this dream to mean that you followed me to this house.
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October 31, 2012
Happy Halloween baby boy...this would have been number 14! Seems longer ago than that when I first scared you with that crazy wig.
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November 23, 2012
3 years since I've seen you little man...Yesterday was actually the fourth Thanksgiving I've spent without you. That seems crazy...Sometimes it seems like a million years ago since I last saw you; sometimes it seems like just a day. Some nice people asked about you and even left a message for you. Today I plan on taking your ashes with me in the new car. You would have liked this one...it's a convertible. I miss you and think of you everyday.
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December 25, 2012
Merry Christmas little boy.This will be the first Christmas in the new house but, it hardly feels like anything special without you here. Just another day. It's very cold and foggy outside...I can hardly see across the street to the neighbors' twinkling lights in their windows. I visited Bernie the Pug yesterday. He was very frightened by the sound from my new Soda Stream carbonator. He ran out of the room to hide and he was shaking when I found him. I felt terrible for scaring him and so I carried him from room to room until he calmed down. Considering his weight, that's no easy task! I think he feels heavier to me than you did but, I can't remember for sure. Be a good boy...daddy will be thinking of you.
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January 20, 2013
How I wish I could see you again little boy...I miss you so much.
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February 18, 2013
We took Bernie and Bruno out to the schoolyard and let them loose...it reminded me so much of you...I can remember watching you run across Maple Creek soccer fields. You had so much fun, and so did I! I miss you little boy.
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March 5, 2013
I've been spending a lot of time in the new studio, setting up and configuring all the hardware, software, furniture etc. It really reminds me of time we spent setting up the old studio together. You were always such good company. I never felt lonely when you were here. Wish you were here...
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April 24, 2013
Happy Birthday baby boy! This would be number 14. Even though that's longer than Jean Pierre and Silky lived, I thought you would still be here now. I was so overly protective of you, I thought for sure we'd have more time than we did. I've been thinking so much about you for the last few days but, that's not unusual...you're always in your daddy's thoughts. I've wondered if there is anything special I could do to mark this day but, just like the last three birthdays, I probably won't. When it comes to you, those things just make me sad. So, happy birthday little man...I'll remember this day in 1999 as the start of the happiest 10 years of my life. I miss you and love you...be a good boy wherever you are...
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May 23, 2013
3 1/2 years today... I saw pictures of some new pug puppies at the rescue today. The little, fat black one reminds me of you.
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June 12, 2013
I was thinking about you on the drive home tonight. Even thought about driving past the old house but, I didn't. I'm sorry that you had to spend so much time alone baby boy. After Morby moved home and your momma moved out, it was just the two of us. I wish I could have taken you with me to work at least. We spent a lot more time together in those last few years but I always felt guilty if I left you alone to go out for the evening. It's funny but, I still do sometimes...
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July 1, 2013
This morning I was thinking about the Rolly-Polly Pug and having to pay the Pug Tax before leaving the house. I wish these things didn't feel like such distant memories. You were the best friend, little boy.
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August 7, 2013
Sitting in the studio this morning, I wondered where your bed would go in the new house. It seems silly but, there's a perfect spot in both the studio and the living room. Sitting in the living room, you would have had a straight view down the hall to the door leading from the garage. You always waited for your daddy to get home and you were always right there behind the door when I came in...right up to your last day here.
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August 10, 2013
"You think dogs will not be in heaven? I tell you, they will be there long before any of us."
-Robert Louis Stevenson
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September 10, 2013
Hi baby boy...thinking about you and how I wish I could send you my love. Here's an update: After 11 years, I've decided to move my office closer to home.Yes, the same office you came to visit and managed to escape from. Now that work is slower I didn't want to be sitting downtown all day long. The new office is close enough that I could ride a bike to work most days. This would have been perfect if you were still here as I hated leaving you alone all day and this would have allowed me to check on you frequently. Instead, I'll likely end up at Brittani's to have lunch with Bernie and Bruno. Also, work on the animal rescue Halloween fundraiser has kicked into high gear. This has become my main focus there and I feel like I get a full year's worth of volunteer work in just 3 months time. Finally, it will be one year since we moved into the new home. I finally have a little yard and the red japanese maple I planted in your memory seems to be doing better. I haven't missed the old house but, I do miss picturing you there.
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September 13, 2013
I read a terrible story of an inconsolable baby elephant that cried when his mother rejected him. It made me so sad and I thought of the day we took you home for the first time. The drive home was over an hour and you sat on your new mommy's lap and cried the entire way. I'm sure you missed your mom and dad and baby sister. I hope you are back with them now. I hope I get to see them again one day too.
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October 6, 2013
When I think of you, much of the time I'm upset, angry that you're not still here. Sometimes, like today, I feel lucky for the time we had together. Against all odds, I found you and we had those ten years. Looking back, all of my sadness and heartbreak is worth that time we had. If there is anything after this life little boy, I'll find you again.
Pugsly's Photos
A Little Bit About Pugsly
Breed: Pug
Gender: Male
Favorite Toy: Yellow Rubber Ball
Favorite Treat: Petite Filet from Fleming's
Best Trick: Absolutely none LOL
Favorite Game: Hijacking underwear/socks
Favorite Pastime: Chewing on his Nylabone
Special Skill: Listening...
Messages From Friends
Pugsly
Age 10, April 24, 1999 - November 23, 2009
"I love you forever, our hearts entwined. I love you forever and ever until the end of time."
Much love Pugsly...your dad, Mario
April 24, 2024
I love you and miss you! Love, your dad
November 23, 2023
Love, your dad
April 24, 2023
Love, your dad
April 24, 2023
Love, your dad
April 24, 2023
Love, your dad
April 24, 2023
Love, your dad
April 24, 2023
Love, your dad (3/13/2023)
March 13, 2023
I love you! Your dad, Mario (11/23/22)
November 23, 2022
Toni Denham, Corinne's daughter
February 12, 2022
Toni Denham, Corinne's daughter
February 12, 2022
Love, your dad (1/25/2022)
January 25, 2022
Love, your dad (11/23/2021)
November 23, 2021
Thinking of you...Your dad (11/19/2021)
November 19, 2021
I miss and love you, Your dad (11/3/2021)
November 03, 2021
Love, your dad (9/20/2021)
September 20, 2021
I love you, Your dad (6-21-2021)
June 21, 2021
Love, your dad (4/26/2021)
April 26, 2021
Love, your dad (3/30/21)
March 30, 2021
I'll light a candle for you tonight...Love, your dad (11/23/2020)
November 23, 2020
Missing you...Love, your dad (9/21/2020)
September 21, 2020
Missing you...Love, your dad (9/21/2020)
September 21, 2020
Love, your dad (7/9/2020)
July 09, 2020
Love, your dad (7/9/2020)
July 09, 2020
Thinking of you always...Love, your dad (4/24/2020)
April 24, 2020
Thinking of you always...Love, your dad (4/24/2020)
April 24, 2020
Take care baby boy and I'll see you one day soon...you dad (3/10/20)
March 10, 2020
Take care baby boy and I'll see you one day soon...you dad (3/10/20)
March 10, 2020
Be a good boy, Your dad (1/9/2019)
January 09, 2020
Be a good boy, Your dad (1/9/2019)
January 09, 2020
Love, your dad (12/24/2019)
December 24, 2019
Love, your dad (12/24/2019)
December 24, 2019
I love you.,,your dad (11/23/2019)
November 23, 2019
I love you.,,your dad (11/23/2019)
November 23, 2019
Wondering what I should do...Love, your dad (11/19/2019)
November 19, 2019
Wondering what I should do...Love, your dad (11/19/2019)
November 19, 2019
You're always on my mind...Love, your dad
November 17, 2019
You're always on my mind...Love, your dad
November 17, 2019
Be a good boy...your dad (11/16/2019)
November 16, 2019
Be a good boy...your dad (11/16/2019)
November 16, 2019
Love, your dad (10/16/2019)
October 16, 2019
Love, your dad (10/16/2019)
October 16, 2019
pugsly mom # denham dogs mom
September 03, 2019
pugsly mom # denham dogs mom
September 03, 2019
pugsly mom # denham dogs mom
September 03, 2019
pugsly mom # denham dogs mom
September 03, 2019
pugsly mom # denham dogs mom
September 03, 2019
pugsly mom # denham dogs mom
September 03, 2019
Thinking of you...your dad (8/16/2019)
August 16, 2019
Thinking of you...your dad (8/16/2019)
August 16, 2019
Miss and love you little boy, Your dad (7/17/19)
July 17, 2019
Miss and love you little boy, Your dad (7/17/19)
July 17, 2019
Be a good boy... Love, your dad (6/16/2019)
June 16, 2019
Be a good boy... Love, your dad (6/16/2019)
June 16, 2019
I love and miss you...Your dad (4/24/19)
April 24, 2019
I love and miss you...Your dad (4/24/19)
April 24, 2019
I love and miss you...Your dad (4/24/19)
April 24, 2019
I love and miss you...Your dad (4/24/19)
April 24, 2019
I love and miss you...Your dad (4/24/19)
April 24, 2019
I love and miss you...Your dad (4/24/19)
April 24, 2019
I love and miss you...Your dad (4/24/19)
April 24, 2019
I love and miss you...Your dad (4/24/19)
April 24, 2019
I love and miss you...Your dad (4/24/19)
April 24, 2019
I love and miss you...Your dad (4/24/19)
April 24, 2019
Looking forward to your 20th this month...Love, your dad (4/1/19)
April 01, 2019
Looking forward to your 20th this month...Love, your dad (4/1/19)
April 01, 2019
Miss and love you, your dad (1/15/19)
January 15, 2019
Miss and love you, your dad (1/15/19)
January 15, 2019
Love, your dad (12/25/18)
December 25, 2018
Love, your dad (12/25/18)
December 25, 2018
I'll celebrate that day for sure! Love and miss you little boy, Dad
November 24, 2018
I'll celebrate that day for sure! Love and miss you little boy, Dad
November 24, 2018
I'm sorry you went through that at the end...I miss you, Dad (11/20/18)
November 20, 2018
I'm sorry you went through that at the end...I miss you, Dad (11/20/18)
November 20, 2018
Missing you...your dad (11/7/18)
November 07, 2018
Missing you...your dad (11/7/18)
November 07, 2018
I miss you and I hope you're being a good boy...love, your dad (10/31/18)
October 31, 2018
I miss you and I hope you're being a good boy...love, your dad (10/31/18)
October 31, 2018
denham dogs mom
October 14, 2018
denham dogs mom
October 14, 2018
denham dogs mom
October 14, 2018
denham dogs mom
October 14, 2018
denham dogs mom
October 14, 2018
denham dogs mom
October 14, 2018
denham dogs mom
October 14, 2018
denham dogs mom
October 14, 2018
I miss you everyday, your dad (10/5/2018)
October 05, 2018
I miss you everyday, your dad (10/5/2018)
October 05, 2018
Be a good boy...Love, your dad (9/11/2018)
September 11, 2018
Be a good boy...Love, your dad (9/11/2018)
September 11, 2018
Be a good boy...love, your dad (8/11/2018)
August 11, 2018
Be a good boy...love, your dad (8/11/2018)
August 11, 2018
All my love, your dad (7/4/2018)
July 04, 2018
All my love, your dad (7/4/2018)
July 04, 2018
Always on my mind...Love, your dad (6/5/2018)
June 06, 2018
Always on my mind...Love, your dad (6/5/2018)
June 06, 2018
denham dogs mom ( pugsly's mom)
May 09, 2018
denham dogs mom ( pugsly's mom)
May 09, 2018
denham dogs mom ( pugsly's mom)
May 09, 2018
denham dogs mom ( pugsly's mom)
May 09, 2018
Nickname: Pugsly the Puppy, Jr., Scrap, Little Man, Monkey,
